Weird Story of Struggle....

X, Y, Z, A, B, C etc.......This list is not exhaustive....

You must be wondering, "what is this?" Actually, these are the fictional names of those real girls, who have come in my life for some period of time and then they all went, leaving me alone. Some were not interested in me as I was not so smart and to some, I could not express my feelings, although they were interested.

At this point in my life, I would like to share my story of struggle. May be, my story would be helpful for some aspirants.

'I am not a smart person', and I, genuinely accept this fact. Because of this, so many girls, whom I have tried to impress unsuccessfully, had rejected me. And because of this rejection, I was rendered with plenty of time which I have invested in my studies. It is a heart breaking moment for a guy when any girl rejects his proposal. At this, the rejected guy is filled with enormous negative energy. If at this point of time, the negative energy is diverted in to achieving one's goal, then it would be life changing lesson for that guy. I was blessed enough that I was succeeded in converting that energy in to positive one. I am thankful to all those girls who have rejected me.

I have seen many of my colleague, who invested so much time, money and energy for impressing any girl. I was a little bit of jealous at that time when they succeeded in their mission and I am jealous even today that I consider them "lucky guy". But at the same time, because of rejection, I was left with enormous energy and plenty of time, which I have devoted to my genuine girlfriend, 'Maa Saraswati' and 'my goal'. With God's grace, with my Grandmother's grace and as per my father's wish, I succeeded in my goal. Thank you all those girls, thank you very much. You all have proved an angel for me.

So my advice to those aspirants.....

1. Don't be smart physically...

2. Always try to impress girls...

3. Show them you are desperate..

4. Most probably, they would reject you...

5. Divert your negative energy towards achieving your goal...

6. Prove them wrong, after your success.. 

Jitendra Gupta

Being Honored after Selection...

It has been a matter of great pride for me to be honored by Mr. Dhanshyam sir, Press Secretary of Rastrapati Bhavan, at an annual function of Pranavam School of Children's Art in my village. Mr. Dhanshyam Sir has worked with Dr. A.P.J. Abdul Kalam, former President of India and a great scientist. Sir has co-authored a number of books with Dr. A.P.J. Abdul Kalam, for example, "My Journey", "Vision 2020" and "Ignited Minds" etc. Dr. A.P.J. Abdul Kalam has been a source of great inspiration and motivation in my life. I have read so many books written by Dr.Kalam like "Wings of Fire", "Ignited Minds" and "My Journey".

Being honored at a school function in my village

With the Founder of the school, Mr. Pramod K Singh.

With Mr Dhanshyam Sir giving memento.

With Mr. Dhanshyam Sir.

Grateful to "Almighty God"...

Finally selected in Combined Upper subordinate services (UPPSC 2015) examination as Assistant Commissioner (Commercial Tax). It is a big achievement; not for me but for my father, my grandmother and for my whole family. I am grateful to God. It was 3 years of hard work. The result was announced on 29th February 2016. During this period, I have gone through a number of ups and down in my life.....Finally Happy......

Here is some Newspaper clippings....

 "Amar Ujala" Dated 2nd March 2016

 "Hindustan" Dated 2nd March 2016

"Dainik Jagran" Dated 2nd March 2016

"Daily News Activist" Dated 2nd March 2016

In addition to this, I was selected in Combined Lower Subordinate Services Examination 2013, as Supply Inspector, conducted by same UPPSC. Here is some Newspaper clippings....

"Dainik Jagran" 

"Amar Ujala" 

But success is like ephemeral pleasure, which fades in two days and we are like nothing has happened. And now, I am thinking what to do next..............................?