A letter to God..

Dear God;
I had a dream, when I had passed my intermediate examinations in 2003. But due to certain inappropriate decisions, I found myself going very far from the dream, I had. When I realized that I have gone a long way on a wrong path, and now, I could not return to the beginning, I started blaming myself for my failure. A feeling of guilt have choked my heart, and I started to ruin my time. 

The dream was related to become a scientist. Now, there is a opportunity in front of me, once again in my life.  And I am in the position to fulfill my dreams. I have good academic record, qualified GATE exam, published a number of scientific papers in various impact factor journals. What more in addition to this, anybody can wish from You to have in life? Yes, there is a lack of one thing, the so called fellowship. It is the one thing I don't have, and it's the only drawback in my resume.

On the 10th of july 2012, there will be  an interview in BHU, Varanasi for Ph.D. admissions. I have applied in that interview. Now I will have to face it.....
From this blog post, I am praying from You for my dream come true. As the science have also accepted Your existence (in a experiment in Geneva about the "God Particle") I am sure that You are really there and You are reading my blog. (as nobody else is interested in my life as well as in my blog).

So what do you think God; "Will my dream come true???"    
Kindly respond to this post please.......................I am waiting for your answer...