Just look at the comments on my published poem..

Just look at the comments which I have got with in last two days on my facebook profile, since I have posted the picture of poem, which have been got published in Daink Jagran news paper. I am feeling like any celebrity.....

Approximately 28 peoples, including those who are not even familiar with me, have liked it. I am thankful to all those persons, specially Ashutosh Singh Vats, who always encourage me to do great things in life. Just look at his comments, he has posted a beautiful poem dedicated to me, in the comment bar....

The purpose of life;;

I was reading the novel, "Delhi is Not Far" written by Ruskin Bond, and I found a quot, written by Nobel prize winner Acharya Rabindra Nath Tagore. He has written about Human race-

"Every child born on this earth comes with a message that 'God has not yet discoraged of human race'."

In addition to this, Many philosophers have written that 'Human is the most excellent creation among all the creation by Him.'

Grief;;

It is my younger brother who is doing B.Tech from an engineering college situated in Lucknow. He is a smart guy, good looking and handsome. I recently came to know that he lost the case in which he had been detained from examination by college authority, which was pending in the Lucknow bench of high court. Due to which, his whole one year have been wasted. In addition to this he had to suffer from the mental torture for such a long time. I heard this news from one of my family member's mouth. Upon listening to him, I lost my wish to talk with him. What can I do except expressing grief in front of him.  
I remember those days when he had completed his senior secondary school and was confused for his future. Although he couldn't decide his future, yet he took a simple path of doing BBA. He thought that it would be simple and easy to complete BBA and it was glamorous too. His ultimate aim was to do MBA. But his plan was seemed bogus to me as well as his father (my uncle). So I advised him to do B.Tech. I told him, "The money you are going to invest in BBA would be a wastage, and it would be good for you to do B.Tech by which you can became an engineer." His father was also agree with me. I think he was pressurized indirectly by me as well as by his father, to do B.Tech instead of BBA.
So he made up his mind and took admission in B.Tech. When his first semester result was declared, he was passed in only two subjects out of six subjects and having back in all four subjects.
But after the declaration of his first semester result, he worked hard and performed well in his second semester examination. His result was good. He had passed all the subjects except one back paper. One of my junior whose name was 'Ambika' had once told me about him that "He has sharp mind and good analytical skill and in addition to this he is laborious too."  
He was doing his part of struggle but the situation and circumstances was against him. A strike was organised in his college regarding some local issues and his name was came in to limelight in that strike. In addition to this, he fell ill due to Dengue fever at that time so he had to left the college for approximately one month. As a result, he was detained from the examination along with some other students.
Since then the case was pending in high court, and he was desperately waiting for its result. Mean while I had meet him several times and consoled him that the victory would be his. I have not so much experience but I have heard from some of my colleagues that in such cases, the court favours the student side. But I was wrong. He has lost the case.
I had not called him; he was as quiet as before. I can only anticipate his mental condition. His concentration was disturbed from studies to other things like court case and now he would feel difficulty in concentrating again in his studies.
May God bless him and give him the power so that he could bear such a heavy grief on his shoulders.
I would like to say him only one sentence, "Don't worry brother; the future would be yours";;;  

Courage;;

Now a days, I am singing a Gazal sung by Jagjit Singh,

"Ghar Se Nikle The Hausila Kar Ke,

Laut Aaye Khuda-Khuda Kar Ke."

The same situation is happening with me in my real life. I am trying to do big things but I am getting failed in doing simple and small things. "What is wrong with me? I couldn't analyse it". Up to date I thought, it is the dilemma in my life path, but I was wrong. It is the lack of self confidence and inability to concentrate on my predefined goal that renders me in the state of dilemma.
Often I ask myself "Am I a single guy in this whole cosmos who lacks the decisive power." And I got the answer, "Of course not." There are a number of persons who have became successful only because they lacks the decisive skills, but one thing was unique to them, instead of frustrating with this abnormality, they used it as a tool for being successful in life.
I have done M.Pharm, and from where I think, it is not any big deal to do M.Pharm. For me it is same like as doing simply M.Sc or M.A.. But my relatives and my well wishers don't think like me. They think as like I have done M.D. or M.S. and for them it is a big deal. And from their's point of view, I am a brilliant and I should do something big and excellent. In other words, they expect something excellent from me.
I remember one of my aunt who were laughing at me when she came to know that I am doing the same thing which she had done already and now waiting for her joining (Primary school Teacher). I am not frustrated or depressed by her behaviour but rather I ask myself the same question which she was asking me at that time, "What is the use of doing M.Pharm, when you have to do the same thing which I have done without doing M.Pharm? In that case, you have wasted your precious time and nonrefundable money and got nothing. Now you are on the same position where I am."
Then I thought, "M.Pharm have became curse for me. I could not do the simple things except waiting for the big things." This is the actual meaning of the aforesaid Gazal.
I think there is only one solution to this problem, "don't care for them." You should have courage to realize your dream; and for having courage, hard work is essential; and for doing hard work, an attitude is required "No work is big or small."
  

finally, the wait is over..........

It had taken more time, more than it is expected. But finally it got the right place. Don't you understand of what I am talking about? I am talking about my article which is going to be published in journal Medicinal Chemistry Research. It had taken approximately one year from communication to publishing. And now, I could not understand whether I should celebrate my success for such a reputed journal accepting my article or do nothing. Sometimes i think of the life, of the roads in my life, I am wondering upon. In which direction I am going? what is my destination? Whether I want to become a researcher (my professional life), a businessman (my father's wish) or a writer (my dream).

Presently I am doing business, I have published some scientific papers in journals and applied for Ph.D, I have also written some unpublished stories. So I am doing everything irrespective of my wish. 

One question is arising in my mind, "by doing everything, how can you expect to became on thing?" It will be ridiculous to travel on two boats, one feet in one boat and other feet in second boat.

I want to follow my destiny, but I could not understand what is my destiny??????

any answer????

Farewell party;;;

all the defaulters, giving position for the photo session

Here is the Mahaguru of our college days,
the one and only  Prof. P.K. Sharma

"u can see I m in the center wearing white shirt"

we could never miss those days, irrespective of  those being good or bad,,,,,

M.Pharm Completion

Nobody can predict about your future and it will be foolish to expect that everything will be allright throughtout your life. Who am I, who can judge about the fate of my life. Sometimes you have to face the failures in your life.

Higenberg's uncertainity principle not only applies to the quantum mechanics but it applies to your life too. As time and luck both will not be good as much as you expect at the same time simultaneously.

Solution of "Mandir vs Masjid" Dispute

One thing, I would like to say that Mandir (Temple) and Masjid (Mosque) are the places where one can go and felt connected with God. The controversy related to Mandir or Masjid is not new one. It comes from the old age civilizations. Hindus say that their God is the greatest one and Muslims says that Their God is the greatest one. and after that they begin to fight with each other. I don't think what is the use of fighting over the issue of Mandir and Masjid. There are some controversial places where the Hindus and Muslims both claim for their God's places-

Ayodhya- "Ram-Janm Bhoomi-Babri Masjid"
Agra- "Tajmahal-Tejo mahalaya Mandir"
Jaunpur- "Atala Mosque-Atala Devi Mandir"

"Atala Mosque- Atala Devi Temple" in Jaunpur

(This is the so-called Atala Devi Mosque at Jaunpur in Uttar Pradesh. Atala Devi is a Hindu goddess of inexorable fate. Therefore, it is obvious that her imposing Hindu temple is being currently misused as a mosque and is blatantly characterized as a piece of Islamic architecture. General Cunningham, a British novice who set up the archaeology department under the British administration, made the initial blunder of assuming that historic buildings in Muslim possession were built by the Muslims themselves.)

I have a solution to this problem of Mandir vs Masjid. 

For Hindus: If Hindus believe that the Mosque of Muslims were the temple of Hindus then they should not be afraid of the Muslims. The praising of Muslims, at the Mosque (disputed as Temple of Hindus), will automatically go to the Hindu God. In other words, Muslims praise to the Hindu God and it will be an honor to the Hindu's God.

For Muslims: If Muslims believe that the Temple of  Hindus were the Mosque of Muslims then they should not be afraid of the Hindus. The praising of Hindus, at the Temple (disputed as Mosque of Muslims), will automatically go to the Muslim's God. In other words, Hindus praise to the Muslim's God and it will be an honor to the Pagamber Mohammed.

I know, there are a number of persons who will not satisfy with me. I have another solution to this problem. It is line of the Hindi poem adopted from the book "Madhushala" by Harivans Rai Bacchan.

"मुसलमान औ' हिन्दू है दो, एक, मगर, उनका प्याला,
एक, मगर, उनका मदिरालय, एक, मगर, उनकी हाला,
दोनों रहते एक न जब तक मस्जिद मन्दिर में जाते,
बैर बढ़ाते मस्जिद मन्दिर मेल कराती मधुशाला!।५०।" 

What more else I can say over this Issue????????????

"आज करे परहेज़ जगत, पर, कल पीनी होगी हाला,
आज करे इन्कार जगत पर कल पीना होगा प्याला,
होने दो पैदा मद का महमूद जगत में कोई, फिर
जहाँ अभी हैं मन्िदर मस्जिद वहाँ बनेगी मधुशाला।।५३।"