परिंदे की उड़ान......: my images

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Monday, August 13, 2012

Life in Jaunpur city

Riverside view from "Sadbhavna" bridge on Gomati river

"Royal" bridge view from Sadbhavana bridge

Balcony of my room

Horizon from the roof of my home

Cloudy Sky

The sky

River "Gomati"

"Sadbhavna" bridge and Mandir

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Sunday, June 3, 2012

PG days;;

a glimse of post graduate days of my life;; you can see Narendra, Me, Vineet, Rishabh, Satyam and Daisy;;

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Today, I was badly missing my graduation days, when I was a student in college. I was also the topper of my batch in my college. The photo I am pasting below, are the memories of those old days. You can see our Principal sir in the first photograph, sitting on the chair. In the second photograph, Vijay and company is present. Apart from them Nandlal, Santosh, Arjun, Kamlesh, Santwana, Navneet and Ashish sir is also present in various photographs.

Really, those were the golden days of my life.......missing my graduation badly......

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Love and Longing in Bombay...

Recently I have visited 'the only real city throughout India' Mumbai. The experience of this trip was very much pleasant. I have visited a number of places like Haji Ali, Mahalakshmi Mandir, ISKCON temple, Juhu beach, Western express highway, Marine drive, Gateway of India and the Taj hotel. It remained in my memory as a unforgettable experience. I was wandering in the city with my Jija and my brother Anurag. My Jija have taken some photographs, which I am pasting here below. I think it was impossible to view the real Mumbai, if my Jija would not be there. Thanks to my Jija and his Nokia mobile phone camera, from which all the photograph have been taken.

Juhu Beach

Arabian Ocean in background

wandering at Juhu Beach

Hotel Trident Oberoi in Background

at Marine Drive

at Marine drive, Queen's Necklace in Background

Me at Gateway of India

My Jija while playing his Guitar

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Grief;;

It is my younger brother who is doing B.Tech from an engineering college situated in Lucknow. He is a smart guy, good looking and handsome. I recently came to know that he lost the case in which he had been detained from examination by college authority, which was pending in the Lucknow bench of high court. Due to which, his whole one year have been wasted. In addition to this he had to suffer from the mental torture for such a long time. I heard this news from one of my family member's mouth. Upon listening to him, I lost my wish to talk with him. What can I do except expressing grief in front of him.
I remember those days when he had completed his senior secondary school and was confused for his future. Although he couldn't decide his future, yet he took a simple path of doing BBA. He thought that it would be simple and easy to complete BBA and it was glamorous too. His ultimate aim was to do MBA. But his plan was seemed bogus to me as well as his father (my uncle). So I advised him to do B.Tech. I told him, "The money you are going to invest in BBA would be a wastage, and it would be good for you to do B.Tech by which you can became an engineer." His father was also agree with me. I think he was pressurized indirectly by me as well as by his father, to do B.Tech instead of BBA.
So he made up his mind and took admission in B.Tech. When his first semester result was declared, he was passed in only two subjects out of six subjects and having back in all four subjects.
But after the declaration of his first semester result, he worked hard and performed well in his second semester examination. His result was good. He had passed all the subjects except one back paper. One of my junior whose name was 'Ambika' had once told me about him that "He has sharp mind and good analytical skill and in addition to this he is laborious too."
He was doing his part of struggle but the situation and circumstances was against him. A strike was organised in his college regarding some local issues and his name was came in to limelight in that strike. In addition to this, he fell ill due to Dengue fever at that time so he had to left the college for approximately one month. As a result, he was detained from the examination along with some other students.
Since then the case was pending in high court, and he was desperately waiting for its result. Mean while I had meet him several times and consoled him that the victory would be his. I have not so much experience but I have heard from some of my colleagues that in such cases, the court favours the student side. But I was wrong. He has lost the case.
I had not called him; he was as quiet as before. I can only anticipate his mental condition. His concentration was disturbed from studies to other things like court case and now he would feel difficulty in concentrating again in his studies.
May God bless him and give him the power so that he could bear such a heavy grief on his shoulders.
I would like to say him only one sentence, "Don't worry brother; the future would be yours";;;

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Courage;;

Now a days, I am singing a Gazal sung by Jagjit Singh,

"Ghar Se Nikle The Hausila Kar Ke,

Laut Aaye Khuda-Khuda Kar Ke."

The same situation is happening with me in my real life. I am trying to do big things but I am getting failed in doing simple and small things. "What is wrong with me? I couldn't analyse it". Up to date I thought, it is the dilemma in my life path, but I was wrong. It is the lack of self confidence and inability to concentrate on my predefined goal that renders me in the state of dilemma.
Often I ask myself "Am I a single guy in this whole cosmos who lacks the decisive power." And I got the answer, "Of course not." There are a number of persons who have became successful only because they lacks the decisive skills, but one thing was unique to them, instead of frustrating with this abnormality, they used it as a tool for being successful in life.
I have done M.Pharm, and from where I think, it is not any big deal to do M.Pharm. For me it is same like as doing simply M.Sc or M.A.. But my relatives and my well wishers don't think like me. They think as like I have done M.D. or M.S. and for them it is a big deal. And from their's point of view, I am a brilliant and I should do something big and excellent. In other words, they expect something excellent from me.
I remember one of my aunt who were laughing at me when she came to know that I am doing the same thing which she had done already and now waiting for her joining (Primary school Teacher). I am not frustrated or depressed by her behaviour but rather I ask myself the same question which she was asking me at that time, "What is the use of doing M.Pharm, when you have to do the same thing which I have done without doing M.Pharm? In that case, you have wasted your precious time and nonrefundable money and got nothing. Now you are on the same position where I am."
Then I thought, "M.Pharm have became curse for me. I could not do the simple things except waiting for the big things." This is the actual meaning of the aforesaid Gazal.
I think there is only one solution to this problem, "don't care for them." You should have courage to realize your dream; and for having courage, hard work is essential; and for doing hard work, an attitude is required "No work is big or small."

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Dreams;;;

I was listening this Gazal, in the evening time which is one of my favorite Gazals, sung by Jagjit Singh.

"Hazaro Khwahishe aisi; Ki Har Kwahish Pe Dum Nikle

Bahut Nikle Mere Armaan; Lekin Phir Bhi Kam Nikle"

The song is all about our infinite wishes and dreams which we dreamed of getting. Some succeeds in fulfilling his wishes where as some fails.

I think, this world is a place of wishes either it is saturated or remain unsaturated. The person who resides in expensive bungalow and lives a rich life style, not only having dreams but those also who lives on the footpath and pavements. The difference exists only in the probability of its fulfillment. Where the Rich have enormous possibility and chances for their wishes to be fulfilled, the poor have only a few.

I am no different to them and have my share of dreams. The dream of getting admission in BHU. I feels the attraction power toward it. I want to do Ph.D. from BHU and there is an opportunity of which I am waiting desperately since last 4-5 months. There was a colleague who despite being selected for Ph.D. in BHU, gives up the opportunity and now doing some kind of research work in Delhi. Many times, I asked myself "if I were at his place, what would I have done?"

Perhaps I have grabbed this golden opportunity or did the same, which he had done and gave up the chance. But the reality is different. I am who I am, not him. I don't have the same opportunity and chances.

Meanwhile I have got selected for a job of project assistant in NBRI, Lucknow. So; There is an opportunity of government job in which I have the opportunity of doing some research. There is another opportunity waiting for me in NBRI from where I can fulfill my dreams. I want to do everything but I am a single guy and I am very confused what should I do?

Let us see what is hidden for me, in the lap of future.......