Thursday, June 2, 2011

a letter to me

I have asked a question from one of a friend named "Mr. Dryn Pathak" on facebook. I did not know him personally. I never interacted with him physically. Instead I found him randomly while searching for friends on facebook. Initially I was inspired by his thoughts. So I asked him  question about my dilemma, and He writes a letter to me for clarification of my doughs, just read it.......


"The aim of human life is to seek ,discover and derive pleasure in all the activities of life ,even learn to derive it from those situations that seem to be miserable and pains producing . This can be easily done by changing our Attitude and a superlative view at life .
" God made the man and man made the city " is an old saying . man ,so far does not know who or what is the power that made him but it is clear and confirm that HE mad man in HIS own image as the best on Earth with limited powers and potentials though , to discover to improve him , to create ,recreate, change and modify and make his surroundings better for his life and living . all the creation seems to man's help and this implies that man should care at his best the whole of resources available to him , living and non-living .
Moreover man's mind is as of potentials , is adventurous , naughty , playful and feeling always uneasy and toiling here and there ; some time to easiness but some times to risk and challenges . everywhere his aim to enjoy the events and derive pleasure. he has discovered taste in chillies ,pepper and bitter -gourd that he learns in his advance age . ( A small boy below five knows the sweet and saline )
Death is the worst enemy of man but when man is idle and nothing to do ,it goes naughty and make games even with death and plays through adventures .climbs the mountains ,measures the depth of seas and flies in the sky in blowing balloons .
.......When I was in school I tried very hard to be included for many different activities, but always seemed to be the one sitting on the bench or not chosen. It made me feel rejected, stupid and worthless. Because of this rejection, I carried a sense of worthlessness into my earlier life. I was afraid , I had nothing to offer.
        many of us lament that we have little or no talent, gifts or special abilities, there are others with much greater handicaps who are simply doing better. I remember a person ,born blind with whom I had a company for half an hour in a function and had a little talk and to my great surprise he recognized me by my voice when I saw him again after eighteen long years .You can begin to discover talents that you never thought you had, by asking God, by taking action and not quitting.Keep doing! You learn from experience. The more you do, the more you will develop the talents that can be used for God's glory.
        A person who is born PM & CM has unfortunately , no journey to make and I do not think what joy and pleasure he/she derives who got a place or position without enjoying or suffering (call joy of sufferings ) or risking something that he has. Goal without journey has no meaning ;the longer the journey the greater the goal . This is like to get some thing on charity and get some thing by earning . Both are different things , I think . . ................thanks for yr curiosity n quarry ........all d best ...with prayer ."
                                                                                                                        Courtesy- Mr. Dryan Pathak
you can read more about him on his blog - drynpathak.blogspot.com

"Swami Vivekanad"

Take up one idea. Make that one idea your life - think of it, dream of it, live on that idea. Let the brain, muscles, nerves, every part of your body, be full of that idea, and just leave every other idea alone. This is the way to SUCCESS, that is way great spiritual giants are produced.”
--- Vivekanand (Swaami )
"When I Asked God for Strength
He gave me difficult situations to face;

When I asked God for brain and brawn,
He Gave Me Puzzles in life to Solve;

When I Asked God for Happiness
He Showed Me some Unhappy People;

When I Asked God for Wealth
He showed me how to Work Hard;

When I Asked God for Favors
He Showed Me way to action;

When I Asked God for Peace
He showed Me how to Help Others;

God Gave Me nothing I wanted,

He gave me everything I needed."

> Based on the thoughts of Swami Vivekanand

Sunday, May 29, 2011

list of journals which has accepted my papers.....



Earlier, when I was fully unknown about the world of journals and articles, I was thinking as these are some strange and high profile things. Then I took the challenge and write down a review article, which got accepted in a journal. Since then I have written a number of articles and now I found it difficult to count the numbers of the papers in which I am the corresponding author. The world of journals is not any strange planet for me now. It has improved my confidence in all respect.

Friday, May 27, 2011

finally, the wait is over..........

It had taken more time, more than it is expected. But finally it got the right place. Don't you understand of what I am talking about? I am talking about my article which is going to be published in journal Medicinal Chemistry Research. It had taken approximately one year from communication to publishing. And now, I could not understand whether I should celebrate my success for such a reputed journal accepting my article or do nothing. Sometimes i think of the life, of the roads in my life, I am wondering upon. In which direction I am going? what is my destination? Whether I want to become a researcher (my professional life), a businessman (my father's wish) or a writer (my dream).
Presently I am doing business, I have published some scientific papers in journals and applied for Ph.D, I have also written some unpublished stories. So I am doing everything irrespective of my wish. 
One question is arising in my mind, "by doing everything, how can you expect to became on thing?" It will be ridiculous to travel on two boats, one feet in one boat and other feet in second boat.
I want to follow my destiny, but I could not understand what is my destiny??????
any answer????

Farewell party;;;

all the defaulters, giving position for the photo session

Here is the Mahaguru of our college days,
the one and only  Prof. P.K. Sharma

"u can see I m in the center wearing white shirt"
we could never miss those days, irrespective of  those being good or bad,,,,,

Friday, January 21, 2011

My Research has been recognized in Bucharest, Europe;;;;

I am feeling good because my work has been awarded as a novel research and the molecule on which I was working may be a potential "pharmacophore" for analgesic category of drugs.
The project work on which I have done my M.Pharm has been recognized by the most reputed  and official journal of the "University of Bucharest" that is Analele Universitati Bucuresti-chimie (serie noua) which is also also having the Impact factor.
I am pasting here the link of my research paper, you can check it yourself;;;;;;;;;;;;


http://gw-chimie.math.unibuc.ro/anunivch/2010-2/AUBCh1920921.pdf
http://gw-chimie.math.unibuc.ro/anunivch/analele_univ_chimie_files/19_2_2010.html

Sunday, January 16, 2011

M.Pharm is over, now "next is what?"

I could not believe that my m.pharm is over. Now what should I do? I mean what should be the way of my life. My colleagues are doing jobs here and there in various pharma companies and institutions and I am busy in doing my family business. But if I ask myself "what do I want?" then probably I could not answer it rightly.
As for as my eligibility according to my professional qualification I should do some type of job to sharpen my pharma knowledge. But if I see from the talent point of view, I am so much interested in the writing field. In other and simple worlds I want to become a writer. It is my dream. If I think "In which form I want to see myself after 10 years" then my answer will be "a writer".
Now what should be done for being a writer, I simply don't know. All which I know is just to write in your own style and describe your stories in very simple words. But for that you should be a great imaginator.
So the million doller question is "Will I ever become a writer."